love is confusing because sometimes, you feel very happy even if its the slightest thing, you can also feel very upset over a small issue.
when one rather do other things than spend time together,
when one feels neglected or isolated,
when one keeps nagging the other,
when one does not keep the faith,
when one finds it hard to accept another's flaws,
when one finds it hard to forgive and forget,
when one decided to betray another's trust,
when one takes another for granted,
when many of the many feelings come together, they make things complicated, making everything looks like its so complicated.
when things drag and goes on too long, you find it tiring to go through the cycle of being happy and then another moment, seems like being thrown down from the highest peak.
sometimes, to love and being loved can be so tiring as well. to love, you worry too much, being loved you feel too suffocated with the overwhelming of love.
is that why people break up because they're getting tired of the same routine that make their emotions go on like a roller coaster?
love...
too much securities to be assured
too much complications of individuals feelings to resolve
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wednesday girls day out and tattoo session
my dinner tonight with part of the rp sluts today at waraku
the picture shows a thousand words. darn tired and shagged face.
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the wanting of inking 'faith' is getting stronger.
the 5 words, having so much meanings within.
i have finally finished my 3 exam papers after 1.5 months of lecturers and all. i hope i will get a good pass and continue when sch officially reopens in july.
today isn't in the best mood or mind but i did enjoy very much during the dinner and chilling session with the rp sluts. missed those poly days.
am working tmr and i hope the day will go smoothly without much shits coming out and causing bad emotions. i am too easily affected by the surroundings and happenings around.
may consider to ink after batam trip.
yet another night of staying home alone.
on a happier note, am achieving the all pink for restaurant city.
nights.
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