tell me, what have i done to deserve these???

tell me why do i have to make a fool out of myself, TWICE, within 30 mins.

first, i was shopping for my stuffs and when i was about to walk back to interchange, i realise my ez link card was gone from my front pocket which i remember i put it there.

i was like, fuck, what is this??? that's my student identity card as well leh. die die. panic. started to check bag while called wei. i don't know why i called him but i was panicky, so i called.

dug the bag like siao, whin and panic like mad over the phone and ended up being frustrated and hung the phone to think of a solution.

STUDENT ID LEH, i cannot afford to fucking lost it. then i was walking and walking, i tried the 34th times OF MY FRONT POCKET but still it was empty.

then i thought, 'why not try backpocket, who knows...although its not gonna be possible.'

EH!!!!??? it was in the backpocket.

cb!!! and the thing was because, the shorts has a weird design. front pocket = back pocket = front pocket.

HOW STUPID??????

all because of this, i scolded and threw a temper on the boyfriend, made myself panic for nothing.

but at least when i called back, he said a 'fuck you' (in a very, very calm tone, which is pretty funny actually and he never does this unless its really stupid and wtf) called me a 'stupid' at least 10 times repeatly, which makes me a tad lesser guilty.

wtf. i was so guilty about it lor. damn ez link card, damn stupid shorts design and ya la, my short temper la.

AND I WAS REALLY STUPID AND 'FUCK YOU' TO ME!!!

so i thought this unlucky shit was over.

second, i was sending a message to ALL the breakfast gang people about thursday stuff. and before that, i sent a message to the boyfriend.

the 1st person i sent to was mingmei then after that i accidentally went back to the menu so i had to go back to the sent message to send the rest of them.

happily, i forwarded the message 1 by 1 to all 6 of them and accidentally sent one to daddy's phone. so i quickly went over to his room so to delete it since he doesn't need to know about the gathering stuffs.

BUT, SOMETHING FAMILIAR AND SHOCKING CAUGHT MY EYES BEFORE I DELETED THE MESSAGE.

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WHAT I SAW ON HIS PHONE WASN'T ABOUT THE THURSDAY THING BUT WAS THE MESSAGE MEANT FOR THE BOYFRIEND!!!!

OH MY FUCKING SHIT HELL DAMN SON OF A BITCH.

so, by the time i realised, i alr received a message from jessie replying, 'haha, i'm not your boy boy'

I KNEW I WAS IN SOME DEEP BIG SHIT EMBARRASSMENT ALR.

i must get over this issue soon, i must. its so embarassing. it was not all that mushy and shit but STILL, YOU KNOW, the contents are not meant for anyone else.

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i hope this is the last thing of the day that i make a fool of myself.

and i know its karma of throwing temper on wei when he replied about the embarassment i made, 'good, let them know you bully me.'

indeed......