damn sian, why liddis.

was chatting with size 0 over uni admission and the verdict after the long chat via msn is;

1) going for this SIM talk on next thursday together
2) applied NUS.

everything was so happy and exciting till when i was done w nus online application, the below stated i have to send photocopies of some documents inclusive of RE ENTRY PERMIT.

fuck man.

re entry permit is stamped on the passport and how great, the passport was stolen by the fucktard maid remember???

and the dateline for sending in the documents is 21st feb. the thing is, i might only get my passport earliest by next thursday and to get the re entry permit stamp from ICA needs time too.

now, tell me, why are there SO MANY hindrance for me to even fucking apply for my uni admission.

IF by 21st, nothing is sent through, my application is void which means NUS will never consider my application for this year which means i won't even be REJECTED FROM NUS AT ALL which also means i will forever not know will i ever get a chance to get into the courses WHICH MEANS i will have to wait for next year?

because basically i'm not hoping much for NTU since there's only biz mgt & accounting that i'm mildly interested in.

as for SIM, that's the last choice if i can't get into NUS.

i really hope the re entry permit thing will not be a hindrance to my application of NUS. even if i'm not gonna get into NUS (which is a very high chance), at least i know REJECT OR NT.

fuck man.

i will be super sian if i can't submit my stuffs for this year's entry.

worst come to worst, i'm considering whether to only apply uni admission next year. because i really really wanna see whether NUS will accept me into the courses.

SIAN!!!

fucktard maid. because of her, i cannot go back singapore, cannot APPLY MY UNI APPLICATION. i really hope she dies in some horrible death. karma will befall on her. DIE BITCH DIE.

actually i'm more upset and disappointed than angry. why the fuck man. i really hope NUS will be more versatile on this. because i really am not trying to cheat by not giving my re entry permit what.............

i have already 3/4 decided what i want yet........

totally thousands of hindrance against me to apply for my uni.

i think karma befell on me for bitching and gossiping people too much. BUT CANNOT HELP IT MA. never mind, i'll try to be positive on this issue if its really gonna happen.

ANYWAY, i am so proud of myself today.

i actually swept the entire 2nd floor and mopped the ENTIRE HOUSE myself today. the whole world knows the most dread and hateful chore for me is SWEEPING THE BLOODY FLOOR. i really really hate it like shit.

i rather do all sorts of more tough chores than sweeping floor. its really torturous for me and i cannot figure why. BUT IMAGINE, today i did all these myself in the bloody big house.

even if i'm super rich in future, i DON'T WANNA stay in big houses. i rather live in those 4-5 room sizes houses. ENOUGH.

and you know, maids are totally unreliable. just now when i was sweeping the masterbed room, under the cupboard (which is sweepable BTW) was choke with dust!!!!!!!!! and aunte came and showed us the rice cooker's interior which was so black and charred. and when mummy was clearing granny's room, she took the carpet outside the toilet and realise that patch was stuck with sand that ARE ALREADY HARDEN.

can you believe it?? sand harden leh. wtf ccb.

DAMN MAIDS. they only do those surface surface thingy only.

so in future, don't buy big houses, buy flats or condo will do. too bigs one will only give you more trouble. and hor, don't put so many furnitures la.

hais. hais hais.

the passport better be done soon so i can collect asap and get my re entry permit.

and i am so disgusted by myself because i actually choose environmental engineering for my 5th choice for the nus application which initially was accountancy but i rather EE, wahhahahah1

i doubt i can get into food tech since its enrolment is only 45 per year. hopefully project & fac accepts and ISE rejects me so i won't be so struggle to continue the IOM path or not.

BUT LASTLY, hopefully i don't have to wait for a year more. po bi nus versatile a bit.

anyway~~~~ hardeep is opening his house next week for us, and his house is ultimately huge as seen on pictures and people who went before. hopefully our planned gathering would be at there. ;D

and 21st (sigh, last day of nus application =(((( ) is DIOM's bbq leh. how fun.

alright, hopefully everythings' gonna be fine. its friday tmr alr!!! i'm closer and closer t homeland!