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i feel unhappy everytime i get accused for things i never even thought of doing, things i don't know but got scolded as if i purposely don't know.

i feel helpless and vulnerable that even when i am innocent of all these accusations, i cannot defend myself.

everytime when i feel upset that this happens to me, i hope God will reassure me that He will be the most justifiable and fair God and i can have the faith to believe.

at least, whenever things happened that way, i will try to assure myself it is that way. but i hope one day i can break free from all these things that i know i should not be enduring for.