don't like the limelight and never will

as much as i love being loud and chor lor, i don't like the limelight.

not being shameless and all here because i know my limits and flaws.

this bo liao SIM organised this casting call 2010 for ambassador of SIM or the SIM version of xiao hua xiao cao la i think.

yesterday on the bus back to wdls aft driving, half sleeping, someone from the class called and told me lao niang's photo has been uploaded for the casting call shit and need my info.

i refused to give because 1) no permission of mine was asked 2) HATE this kind of nonsensical competition 3) i don't have the assets to compete.

then she bullshitted and told me, 'oh the photos cannot be pulled out alr cuz its uploaded' then i asked her, 'so what will happen if i don't give the info?'

she blabbered things i don't understand but i continued to reject.

actually i was in a very cb dulan knnpcbnnb mood alr when she told me this because its like nv ask for permission and like forcing people to give the info and all. wanted to be rude but decided not to since i have to face her for at least another 1 yr plus, i rather not.

my mood and temper haven't been very well maintained recently. i digress.

guess what? i went to check the website and no photos of our school (UOB) people so i was like phew~ she tried to lie to me to get my info.

then just now size 0 told me our class people had photos up there for the casting call to be represented, which gladly, not like what that girl said, 'cannot be pulled out'.

no info = no upload of photos.

i looked through other schools' people like rmit (which are the majority in it k), got so many those simi models and those make up thicker than my fats one.

ask me join, only throw UOB and my own face.

as much as i want to vote for michelle and joyce (tan) by clicking 'like' on their photos, i am not a fan of casting call 2010 and i refuse to join, so i shall support them through my blog.

maybe they made me join not because i am 'good looking' (very likely, you all know too) but because no one wanted to join.

centre of attraction is not lao niang's fav and i hate this 'please vote me ^-^' despo shits la. knn. can't believe i'm almost involved in this nonsensical mess.

like what size 0 said, 'beauty pageant and any related competitions are the worst shit invented.'

better stay low profile through these 2 years of uni. too much attention will only bring u disasters alright.