why why why??

why have blogger turned out to be this way that i cannot do anything except typing words and then publish?

feel like blogging so i am going to do it now. now my blog looks like a boring blog full of words, cannot upload pictures la, not i want one what!!

i wanted to post a chio dress here but also cannot.

ahya quite sian.

actually recently i did a lot of things but because i am not consistent to blog regularly (as compared to before) then i keep forgot to blog about it if not is something newer happened then i forgot about the old one to blog about it.

that day ah, i saw the topshop jumper on sales!!! very like it but wei says not so then this morning wake up i still think of it. now i try not to think about it.

got this hot pink sexy back dress also nice but the front a bit too big. YOU KNOW, THE FILL IN THE BLANK FRONT. i always have that kind of issues.

these few days have been good so i am good too.

i don't really think of mummy that much anymore although sometimes when i think of her, it means tears. at least now, i don't have the random sudden crying anymore.

maybe when its closer to her monthsary, the feeling will crop up.

sometimes, i still find it a bit hard to accept that she is no longer with us. as in, the four words, d.e.a.d.

how can i accept the fact, that my mummy is no longer with us?

think about it, every child will always see their parents as someone who will be forever with them whereas parents will always see their children as little babies even though they might be 60 years old already.

i miss mummy nevertheless despite i no longer cry so much for her anymore.

and i think i have a really bad habit of relying on act chio wei very much.

whatever big/small mishaps = wei,
cannot make decisions = wei,
need some advices/ opinions = wei,
upset/angry/whiny = wei.

so all the bad things he kena la.
lollllllllllll