too full to sleep, too tired to cry

we ended up having carl's jr at marina square instead of hitting town.

so full that i went to argk it all out. i think the long term argk-ing is causing my throat to feel throaty and all. but whatever because without doing it, i feel even more awful.

guess when the age catches up, metabolism rate also slow down. thus the slow digestion. bad.

recently, i dreamt a lot of dreams during sleep and almost half of them is all nonsensical stuffs about our relationship. and somehow, the dreams seems to be hinting me on being nicer or whatever bla bla.

i'm too tired to cry but i know i will still find the energy in the end to cry.

bad digestion =(