seriously, i have meant to blog this entry for a week or so already but bloody hell, i was too tired to be pissed and wasting my time to do all these.
but anyway, today my hatred for him increased to a higher limit although it has already outlimit very much.
some people, should freaking just die and stop wasting the earth's resources anymore. i used to think he should just disappear far away from my sight, as in, i don't have to see this person coincidentally when i am shopping or strolling around my area.
but then, after times, i hope he will just fucking disappear FOREVER from the same earth that i am living in.
he doesn't deserve a single sympathy from any fucking person.
like hello, 'i was so abused and hurt by carrie.'
ABUSED???? fucking abused? i mean, as a guy, you are being abused by me? isn't that absurd? i don't think i even have the freaking strength to even outfight you.
and, do you know howwwwwwwwwwwwwww funny it is for you to say that statement to soooooo many people? because, the people you've told about this joke, oh no, supposing a very hurtful sorrow statement, are people whom knew BOTH OF US for at least 4 freaking years.
who is the one who has a mental problem? has a violent record in school? (oh, need i even say anything about this? everyone knows man.) has issues with almost everyone? thinks he is one freaking big shot?
COME ON. for just the notorious violent and bad tempered records of yours, it is enough for people to know you're talking crap.
actually, i should be really really honoured because I, A GIRL, CAN ABUSE YOU. haahahahahahah. i was bursting into laughters when i heard about this today. I ABUSED A GUY. I WAS VIOLENTLY ABUSING A GUY. oh goodness.
why are you making a big joke out of your skinny ass?
and who are you to even fucking complain you're being abused? in what shitty position are you in to say this?
who are you to get sympathy from with such ridiculous lies? don't you think you're disgusting and pathetic?
oh by the way, you're sucha pussy oh my goodness, telling people i abused you. don't you have dignity or shame? even IF i really did fucking abused you, have you got no shame? go around telling people makes you look like what? WUSSY PUSSY. bah!
despite we have a fairly on-off friendship back in sec sch, i thought i knew you well enough to be with you. but guess what? I WAS SO WRONG. you're mentally unstable, crazy and a cheebye. because of your wussy actions and violent, you're a big cheebye.
and seriously, I DON'T EVEN WANT people to associate YOU AND I together at all, even if its the past. FUCKING SPOILING MY REPUTATION even more. its so disgusting to even have my name associated with you.
no good memories of you are in my mind at all. not even a single shit, not even back in sec sch when you were still not yet too much of a loser. all your probably 0.001% of good things you did, are fucking long gone from my mind from the day i realised you're the BIGGEST MISTAKE in my life.
i regret my lousy choices in the past for thinking you're someone reliable but apparently, you, supposingly to be the support and plays an important role in my life, has become the most unreliable, scariest and most hatred person to me.
i don't even wanna say too much on what ridiculous things you used to do because i still have dignity to know how not to 'embarass' people. if i wanted, i can say more than you. AND, they are FACTS unlike your funny little joke. I AM SO SORRYYYYYYYYYY i kept thinking its a joke although its a hurtful, traumatic statement of yours.
by the way. HAHAHAHAH.
for this, i hope your deserving is to never ever get a single chance to be treat even nice in a relationship. then again, you're too unloveable for people to love you.
one thing, please don't be so naive anymore to go around spread nonsense expecting people to believe you how pathetic you were when we were together.
because apparently, no one will believe you despite i may not have a very good reputation, people will not believe you MORE THAN they do of me. at least, i have limits of being mean, you're over extreme for people to feel sad for you.
probably, this is your karma. no, this IS your karma.
and for the rest of the karma of your life, you'll get rare diseases with no cures, your balls will shrink till its gone and your penis will rot and then you will die slowly with intense pain everyday.
HA. i am so fucking evil in my words but hey, are you even better?
by spreading nonsense about me around, are you better?
i've vowed to myself, if you happen to die before me, and i ever knew it, i will not even feel sad that an old friend had passed away or even to feel sympathetic for you because this is what you should get. to fuck off from the same planet as i am.
my hatred for you is beyond words to explain but, i fucking hope you'll die now. like NOW.
i know as a christian, supposingly, to be ethical and forgiving, I CAN never ever forgive a person like him. unless, i've lost my mind.
but anyway, thanks for giving me such a bad past and spreading nonsense of me around because for these bad memories, i will get a happier future. this is what i believe in karma and retribution.
and please la, stop spreading all these rumours around to remind people i used to be associate with you because without saying 'you're being abused by me' (omg, wtf, its such a pussy statement from a guy yucks), my name has already been 'stained'.
EEKS.
don't tell me HATE is a strong word to dislike people because i know, HATE is meant to be labelled for you. dislike is a too polite word for you and, i don't dislike you. because i hate you to the fucking core of my life.
lastly, i hope you'll die horribly and i look forward for that day. will never ever feel sorry or sympthetic for it. and, i don't need yours too because you're just a bad stranger bypassing my life for 7 years.
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