i survived today with;

1 pill, 1 cup of hot coffee, 9 pieces of soda biscuits for breakfast

1 cup of hot coffee, 9 pieces of soda biscuit for lunch

1 cup of hot milo, 3 pieces of soda biscuit for dinner/supper.

and this is what i survived throughout the day.

my illness and monthly bleeding forced me into this kind of diet.

but at least this comfort food is easily to be found at home. a cup of hot beverage sure makes me feel better.

and gawd, im gg t stop the other pill diet that will make me shit because it almost killed me literally this morning.

i know every morning the effect will just come and shake me awake, which is tummyache to go and shit la. but this morning, wah, the sudden pain literally shocked me from my sleep that i had to run to the toilet.

and this happened twice.

very scary, and if i didn't jumped out the bed any faster, i might have some trouble with my stomach and shit.

woah.

anyway, will change to another diet soon. it will take approximately 2 months as estimated for my size la. i hate using 'size' but never mind.

but its gonna be more or less a strict diet la which i have confidence with.

BUT AHYA, at least its better than exercising which i know my determination to exercise is approximately -100.

moreover, its around 2 months only. can one la. i can survive through. lets hope it will be effective since lotsa people tried and proved it.

this diet is definetely a lot a lot more healthier than the one that will make me jump up from my sleep and have to rush to the toilet.

what to do, who ask me cannot have the determination to exercise. even thinking of exercising makes me wanna cringe and just die.

i suspect a major cramp tomorrow because its acting up a little now.

i miss the boyfriend major. too bad i couldn't hear his voice today which i really wanted to especially with this stupid illness. but never mind, after a sleep later, it will be a new day. =)

and i think the boyfriend is the 'comfort of all things'. its proven actually.

thurs to meet stupid baby and evening meeting breakfast gang.

friday to meet the girls to jb and mummy bringing us arnd!

sat to batam.

i hope i can see the boyfriend on sunday.

its 1.13 am now and i should go.