damn annoying

i think i am getting extremely cranky and have low level of tolerance recently because lao niang's monthly bleeding is probably coming soon.

and i have a fucking huge pimple on the right side above my lips. LIKE SOME KIND OF MOLE! ugly leh. ok. at least this time it isn't on the nose.

i realise i always get very annoyed with people's stupidity and actions that they usually do that only pisses me when my period is coming because low level tolerance ma.

but one thing for sure, i don't need to copy anyone's style when in the first place, the person hasn't got her slightest own style. oh wtf. i hate such accusations of what, I COPY THEIR STYLE AH.

i myself don't even know what kind of style i have since i don't specifically stick to 'die hard' fashion, whereby people wear what fashionable, i also must follow.

which cheebyely people accuse i copy this kind of people's style WOR!! if they say i copy a certain style i still ok but say i copy this kind of fashion poser/wannabe, I ANGRY OR NT.

ok, by accuse its just a 'mere comment' but i just wanna use that accuse word. i'm having very low level of tolerance now, remember??

but anyway,

whose style is that to wear a dress, dress kind of sandals (don't know how to say la), with make ups AND CARRIES A CRUMPLER complete seed bag all around?

i know its a bit of the act chio and what, typical blogshop photo. (GASP! i am a poser wo realising, i copied blogshops photos!!) anyway this was meant to be a inside joke photo so shut up about i acting chio. ok, i was acting chio.

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no one will ever be so wrong to do that right. so tell me who i copied this?

and for the benefits of doubt that you will start accusing me say i have bad dressing taste for carrying that kind of bag while dressed up (which i agree, BUT OH, isn't this ironic, i copy people's style yet i have bad taste?? so which 1 should i be?), it is because i have to go to school and you know that bloody laptop. so, i needa use that bag TO SCHOOL. thank you for seeing my explanation.

and, whose style is it to wear loose clothes without a belt that looks like she's heavy-ly pregnant all the time? anyone???

can't say out who right?? DON'T SAY I COPY PEOPLE THEN.
and, having a typical badly DIY-ed hair dyed mid length hair with bangs, IS WHICH FAMOUS IDIOT'S STYLE?? ANYONE???

no right? no one.

even if so, tell me that bloody person's name and tell me, HOW LONG DID SHE HAD HER BANGS ALREADY?

and please to whoever wanna say im a poser with bangs, challenge that to me back in 2004, i may have flared and punch your face but, its been almost 5 years since i had bangs so shut up and don't say, 'eh, what a poser, got bangs, copy blah blah blah somemore.'

and the reason i got myself bangs is because....oh, this is so back into childhood.

my parents always MADE ME HAVE BANGS all the way up till p6. and i hated it because i look stupid with bangs (the then thinking) and i told myself one day in p6, I MUST OUTGROW MY BLOODY BANGS AND HAVE LONG FRINGE!!

so from sec 1 - mid sec 4, i had long fringe and somehow one day, i decided i wanna stick back to bangs AND TADAH! bangs.

i might as well add in some CHIO photos since ranting can be really long winded.

this was what i was before i cut my bangs. HAHAHAHHA!!!


fucking ugly, like a man


SEE??? i used to have long fringe for those who knew me as long as we remember, I ACTUALLY DO HAVE LONG FRINGE BEFORE.

say i poser, knn.


LOOK? 2004! i had bangs ALREADY. the only one with bangs, unless you're blind to not spot me. AND YES, that is lao niang. stop harping on how fat i am now, how whatever i am now.

bangs.

2004, the fresh new bangs.





2005, BANGS.



2006. BANGS.





2007. fucking BANGS.

this must be one of the earliest photos loser and i took together




2008. BANGS.

no difficulties to find photos with my bangs. so shut the crap up about ME AND MY BANGS.

what satisfaction to upload photos without having to find an excuse. how easy.

and copying people's dressing style?

what a stupid false accusation.

i have one of the most boring dressing. no funky no fashion fashion.

except the fact, i love dresses (oh gorgeous!), loose clothes, shorts. so, how poser i am? OH U MEAN I LIKE DRESSES I AM ALR A POSER?? sheesh.. THAT STRICT?

i must have been a certified poser alr since being boring is also copying. right?

go and be judgemental about me. i wouldn't care because i also like to judge and bad mouth people. you just gotta accept not the whole world LOVES YOU. since you know people will judge you, might as well not spare the chance to judge them back. don't waste. ok lousy logic.

but anyway judge whatever you like since its human nature to gossip and assume.

but throwing false statements like i copy other people's style is quite funny because its just, well, totally so wrong. except, if boring is what you say i'm copying people.

CARRIE?? copying peoples' 'die hard' fashion following trend???

i guess my parents, friends and boyfriend will laugh their ass off if you ever tell them this.

should i take it as a compliment that people say i like to copy people's style because it means what? I AM NOT BORING?


yay!! boyfriend.

ranting is good because i am less cranky now.

and, to add happiness, boyfriend sent a sweet message over~~ woo!

stupid people makes the world go round. so its okay. if not i wouldn't have stuffs to blog about now.

ok back to surf net. ever since i grad and stop facing the com for 7 hours a day, i lost track of the stuffs i used to read everyday online.

especially food blogs!! woo excited.

its the monthsary on sunday! we are going to EAT !!!! hwhahahahahahahha